why?

Why should you abandon me like im some lost puppy?
Is it because I came so suddenly?
Just go and never come back
I am not someone you can talk to and treat me like i've faded to black
I was blinded by the good again that I saw in someone I cared about
See this is why I have doubts
About everyone I meet
About everyone I talk to
Even family and friends
Will the betrayal ever end?
To everyone I am some emotional girl who doesn’t need to be loved
But needs to be pushed and shoved
I don’t need you to be happy like I thought I did
But when it comes to needing love well I just wont admit it
I won’t put my heart in anyone's hands anymore
It’s as fragile as a stone statue
I want to start a new chapter
Because I didn’t look after myself well
everyone besides my family put me through hell
it’s done like an end to a book
no more feelings to grow for people
all this year I was trampled.