Closed Heart

I've decided to close my heart to you
what have I done, what did I ever do?
you've gone and let my love turn cold
I'm left searching for someone to hold
my heart is now broken finally by you
I wish you would just love me again
I need you to... just touch me again
bring your heat back into my icy world
I need your lips on mine, I need you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
where have you gone? just look at me
without your heat I'm in frozen misery
all I want is you, by me, inside of me
I just want you to stay and with me be
I'll let you go, I swear it will be so
just tell me why, why do you have to go
I need to know, I just want,have, to know
I need to understand, have to understand
why do you refuse to shut up and take my hand?
why do you hurt me like this all the time?
haven't I paid enough for any sort of crime?
you tease me enough just to keep me holding on
do I bore you? Am I not interesting? Am I a yawn?
why can't you see? I'm begging you to just love me
you are the only one I have ever truly loved
I'll take it, so push me, I can take a shove
I just want to be able to say I can make you smile
I need a chance for you to just see I'm worth while
I'm not worth nothing and I can have my pick of lovers
but while I'm with any of them under imaginary covers
it's your face, its your eyes, its your lips, it's you
I never knew how much love hurts until I fell in love with you