You ask

You ask me why I stay
You tell me to go
You do your best
To make sure I question
All that I have left
My emotions I have hidden
Built the walls back up
Each and every day
My heart gets farther away

You were what I wanted
You were who I needed
To hold you and know
You were mine
Made my whole day
Waking up with you
I was made to do
Sleeping so close to you
You were under my skin


I have learned the hard way
That you never meant to stay
Why say that you were?
Was that fun for you?
To say all the right things,
To watch me fall?
You told me time and time again
My problems were not worth your time
But with baited breath
I would sit, let you get yours off your chest.
That's my fault, in every way
Nothing to help me find
My way back
I have wandered off the path