Fractured

So many words left unsaid
All the secrets inside my head
So many sins I'll never confess
I can't take this constant stress

My mind is flooded with despair
I hide my feelings like I don't care
Nervous anger shakes my hands
Trying to live up to their demands

Everyday is more of the same
Pushing forward without gain
Smothering emotions with obligations
Avoiding people and their altercations

I fall to my knees filled with regret
I've tried everything to make me forget
Working only to further my debt
This can't be as good as it gets

One day I'll learn to end the pain
The crimson sorrow will flow like rain
My heart will be swallowed by the drain
Nobody will remember my name