Un-apologetic

Ladies seem to wanna change me
Mold me into what they expect me to be
But they're sadly mistaken
Im always just gonna be me

No woman is worth
Giving up what makes me happy
About myself
Values I hold dear

So, obviously, I've had a lot of relationships back-fire
But with ego bruised, and heart broken
I continue on my search
For someone who accepts me for me

I know it's not gonna be easy
I'm an Atheist, Narcissist, and a Nihilist
I have very eclectic tastes in music
And sometimes, a very short temper

Depending on my mood
I can either be the sweetest person you could meet,
The biggest dick,
Or the most self-loathing asshole

I question everything
Sometimes, im racist, to a point
I laugh in the face of God on numerous occasions
And I'm also pretty lazy

I fear I will never find
Someone who would overlook all of this
And accept me
For me