pain

I wish someone could see the pain behind my smile
The pain through my eyes
The pain suffocating my heart
I went through a lot
Maybe I was meant to have an evil plot
Full of pain and torture
All I want is a positive future
But all I see is pain
I’m trapped
All I do is overreact
I cause pain to others
While the pain smothers
Eating my insides
My brain can’t decide
If anything will ever be alright
I have lost insight
I can’t fight anymore
If people want to leave then just go
Why give me false hope that you will stay?
I don’t want people who don’t care for me any way.