myself

I'm am here.
I'm am there.
The shadows surround me.
At me they stare.
They trap me inside.
Chain me to the ground.
The skin torn form my body to show what I've found.
There is darkness within me.
It's iron grip on my heart.
Shredding on through me.
Tearing me apart.
Someone can help me?
Don't make me laugh.
They had plenty of chances before I chose this path.
I begged for salvation.
I begged to be saved.
I was left here to die.
From the light, I was depraved.
So keep your false hope.
Keep your distance as well.
Else you may join the many people i fell.
It's not like i want to.
I don't have a choice.
My body obeys, not me, but the voice.

I wish it would stop.