It's when

It's when you start to use the empty cigarette packs as ashtrays
It's when your tv is on all day,you niether watch it nor turn it off
It's when you don't know where is your phone and you don't care to find it
It's when you stare at small and useless things for no reason
It's when you can't find second pear of your socks
It's when your fingerneils get too long
It's when you smell bad
It's when the only company for conversation is the guy from news
It's when you can't find a clean spoon
It's when something smells rubbish and you realise that those are clothes you wear
It's when you don't know what's the date today
It's when walls seem huge and you too small
It's when your food is soda and cigarettes
It's when you get lost in the balcony for hours and listen how gulls laugh at you
It's when you can't sleep and write all night.
It's when you don't laugh,don't cry either
That's the time you realise that you are alone.