slash got it right the first time

i'm on
constantly
cuz i'm a loser
when i'm not committing criminal acts
i'm digitally crying about it
i hate myself and i wanna die
i watch more porn than
the pizza delivery guy
i should have done more for you
should have said sorry more
but thas jus a sign of weakness

i am sorry
but you are dead
 so you can't bitch at me for it

i was swimming
in the swamp
the other day
caught the leach
in my goat tee
put a cathater
in place of an i.v.
directly from my penis to an artery
i keep talkin the same piss anyway

i have never seen so many birds
hit the window
never had such a hard time
starting a fire
been a minute
since i've lit a candle
or said i'm sorry
and actually meant it

reflections are decieving
i keep breaking all the mirrors
i blame my mother for everything
but i'm a fool to  even care
i want a 5 min convo with an angel
just to say what the fuck are the color of the wings for?
it ain't always spring

science got stolen
same as fashion
but i'm fine
dreams expire
thas jus how it is
sobriety is a 2 step from death
but i ain't scared
i'm a solo away from an overdose
everyone
will love me then