This is just me

I lay on my bed
All the exaggerating emotions running through my head
I was like a shoe lace but undone
Thinking of things I could rise upon
I dream of being there for those in need
Helping those sweet people succeed
I care for everyone but in different ways
I help even on my worst days
I chose to let someone I love go
So that all my strength would show
My heart was like glass shattered into pieces
It hurts now but it’s time for me to find myself
Instead of trying to figure out someone else
I sat there thinking is there ever going to be someone that is afraid to lose me?
I was thinking there could be
But in the end I let all those thoughts slip through my mind
Because all my life I promised to be kind
I realized if some people wanted to be in my life that they would make an effort to stay
But I guess I’m just going to let my worries fade to grey.