thank you letter to a past

It was a pleasure knowing you.

Disdain.

With literal tears in my eyes and a heavy hating bleeding heart. I can truly say that, what an honor it has been to be with you.

Depression.

I am already so jealous of your next prey. But what a privilege its been to have you by my side though I didn't deserve it.

Premonition.

You won't change for the worse. You will only be stagnant it your error of ways. Iv already succeded in success because you no longer fit me for a crutch or an excuse.

Oppression.

This is why I did what I did. I already no you have the tools to protect yourself and make great decision concerning man. Even if you don't. Iv always seen the limitless potential in you.

Deceiver.

The drive. The devotion. The will. So potent like poision is to death. I'm a coward and a piece of me has died without you.

Qualms.

You will never quite walk straight up again. You will never really smile the same radiant smile I do now. You will never find a passion as the one that walks inside me. All I can do from now on is shed these tears as tribute to you as the greatest entities that ever were to grace my life with your pure annoyance. I will never for get the hurt you caused. I will never let your chains pierce my wrist.

Ignorance.

Disappear of the back or the tip of my tounge. You will never seep from my mind and I will begin to apologize a thousand times fold in my dreams and in revery.

Disgrace

From the bottom of the many pieces of my shattered crumbled heart I personally mended together. I hope your garenteed a special spot in the part of my being that forgets.

failure.

as I try to make it to the door of what's next. Please don't forget u werent my all. Please don't forget I wasn't at my best. Like I am now.