Once Again

I woke up today from a dream  
The first I've had in a very long time  
I don't know what caused it but I woke up sad  
In the dream you grabbed hold of my arm  
And rested your head against me  
And I laid my head on top of yours  
I wanted nothing more than this when I awoke  
Nothing else but to hold you, to love you
I know you would never let me love you though 
I know it's been a really long time  
But you cross my mind almost everyday  
I doubt I even enter yours but that's okay  
I don't know why this keeps happening  
Or if I deserve to touch your heart again
Just say those words then
And I'll sing in your ear again  
I've met so many others but yet  
You still hold the biggest spot  
In my heart....  
It's insane  
I feel I may just die alone with these feelings  
and that will be the end of the story  
But I don't want it to be  
I know it may never be  
I doubt you could ever see  
That I would love you for eternity  
But please don't let it be...