Ghost of a Good Friend

Standing,
Blood red
Death on a
Black hearse
 
Corpse,
Her only friend
Taken premature
Unfair
 
Feeling miniscule,
Unable to
Change what has
Already begun
 
Singing,
The song
She sings
To wake the dead
 
Ridicule,
From the ones
Who said
They were friends
 
No mercy,  
Abomination
Abortion
Unwanted and alone
 
Grave dust,
Choking rough
Rasping
Struggling to breathe
 
Alone,
Dying with her rotted
Clotted and dead
Ability to love
 
Desire,
End the life
Painful but numb
No remorse
 
Calloused,
Unable to feel
The acid
Eating away at her
 
Heart,
Veins pulsing with
Heroin
Addicted
 
Longing
To be healthy
To be happy
Content
 
Waiting  
For someone who
Loathes the world
Just like she does
 
Degraded
Beaten down
Kicked around
Spurned
 
Insensitive,
A nobody
Teeth rotted
Mind fucked
 
Sell her soul,
For another
Chance to be  
Human