Lost myself trying to help you find your way

I don't know who I am anymore.

The people who have shaped me into who I am today are gone.. They left.

Why do people leave me when all I've ever asked of them was to stay?
"I don't wanna ever go more than a day without talking to you; let alone another week." and "You're the only person that still talks to me, nobody would ever understand how grateful I am to have you in my life."

How can you say these things and then one day decide that you're never going to speak to me again? You guys never meant that, did ya'?

Why is it always that I'm the one who gets left behind and replaced? They always make it seem like it wasn't even hard to replace me too..

How do you push aside a five-year friendship for a two-year friendship? Let alone, trade a person who kept you on the right path for a person who fucked you up in so many ways and now you're not even you..

How do you play the person who gave you everything and who would have done anything for you to make sure you're set.. For a person who plays you every day and makes you cry yourself to sleep every night?

How did you both just let it go like it wasn't anything?..How is it I'm the only one that cares?

I'll never understand how you both were able to do this.
But I do know one thing...

Down the road, when I'm on the good street and you guys finally realized you went down the wrong path.. Don't try coming back to me.

Because, I won't care. It's about the time that I start doing for myself.
By the end of this month, anything that I felt for either of you, it'll be no more.

I hope you both realize what you gave up, and that you'll never have anyone come around that treated you as good as I did.

& I hope that fact haunts you for the rest of your life.