One more time

One more time.
I've said it too many times,
But here I am saying it once again.

One more time.
Ill pick up my blade,
And make a new scar.

One more time.
Ill tell myself
"You're such an idiot."

One more time.
Ill ask myself the same questions:
"Why won't you stop?"
"Why won't you listen?"
"What's the purpose of doing this?"

One more time.
Ill cause the ones I love pain.
They'll ask me,
"Why do you do this to yourself?"

One more time.
Doesn't seem to be enough.
I can't seem to get enough.

One more time.
One more time.
One more time.
These are only words.
They can't help me.