Stained

i realized that everything has changed
and that ed and taylor were right

and that the magnitude of it all
had just fallen
crushing me

i know that i couldn't breath before
and i had stopped right now

that an earthquake just shook my heart
and a volcano erupted in my chest

four walls broken down
my raw flesh bleeding

as the music haunted my ears
the tears slid down my cheek
not like before

they fell
leaving stains

scars
that i will never let you see