Something I just have to do

I look at the man I love and walked away,
He says why you being so cold.
I simply replied because  the cold is the one thing I know and that can take this hurt away and make me feel like I am of some worth even to day. An at least I know it wont hurt me so deep that I want to end it like you did so this is my  final thing to you... good bye my old friend…