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Self Pity
Here I sit and
Dine on my pity
Of the people I knowingly displeased.
Here I sit and
Whine on the morrow
Of the things I regretfully failed to do.
Here I sit and fight to
Drink the bile that sprang
From the well of mine own sins
It has left me without the will
To taste of life
Never more
(C) 2013 XMAR82 All Rights Reserved
Dine on my pity
Of the people I knowingly displeased.
Here I sit and
Whine on the morrow
Of the things I regretfully failed to do.
Here I sit and fight to
Drink the bile that sprang
From the well of mine own sins
It has left me without the will
To taste of life
Never more
(C) 2013 XMAR82 All Rights Reserved
Published 16th Oct 2013
| Edited 4th Feb 2017
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17th Oct 2013 6:03am
This is nice. You aren't alone though.
Maybe we could have a banquet and celebrate how we are utterly useless and stuck in the abeyance of uselessness.
Maybe we could have a banquet and celebrate how we are utterly useless and stuck in the abeyance of uselessness.
Thank you Empty Tree I was afraid no one would like it. I wrote this during the time of my divorce when I was drinking a little bit too much. I call it my dark period.
24th Sep 2014 00:52am
And I hope you stood from your chair...
When my self-pity danced into my head, I tell it stay for tea and ask if it wants me dead.
It never replies, just sits by my side--
Until I order it to leave, and never return.
But, just like pesky in-laws, it never listens~
Never allow it to stay for more than a day, or it can ruin the rhythm of your daily life.
Easier said than done, I know--
Have you cured yourself? Or did you stand up, only to sit back down after awhile?
When my self-pity danced into my head, I tell it stay for tea and ask if it wants me dead.
It never replies, just sits by my side--
Until I order it to leave, and never return.
But, just like pesky in-laws, it never listens~
Never allow it to stay for more than a day, or it can ruin the rhythm of your daily life.
Easier said than done, I know--
Have you cured yourself? Or did you stand up, only to sit back down after awhile?
24th Sep 2014 2:37am
I have conquered it, though it still comes around,I dont Give it the time of day.
