Slit

Slit
It's stings a little, but not to bad


That was easy

Uh oh that's a lot blood
I am going to get in the shower so my mom doesn't have to clean up

Now I feel better

The sounds of people yelling at me are finally going away

The questions like
"Why do you always mess up?"
"Why are you so weird?"
They also stop

I  am starting to get light headed

Now I think about the few good parts of my life

Those couple moments in my life when I was truly happy

Then I think about her
That beautiful girl I see as I walk to school every day  

Today I think she waved but I was to sad to look up

Maybe if I can just see her again, everything will be better

Why is my shower spinning?
Am I dying?
I don't think I want to any more.
Can I undo this
I'm scarred of what is going to happen

I wish I didn.....