I Would Love To Never Be Your Woman

To know you want me
and have always
wanted me
makes me so fucking hot
although you want me
too bad
but *perhaps, perhaps, perhaps*
you
need
me
I'd like to think
you died
violently
masturbating
to arguments we had
over text
even though I told you to lose
my number
I kept yours
but I dont know why
I'm positive it's not because I like you
I could never like you
I'm too shallow
it was never possible
Your too fat
Your ass is concave
You have dandruff
Wear the same jacket everyday
Never shave
Have crazy eyebrows
Small lips
Your lips are always
Dry
Cracked and
Peeling
But mostly because you need me
Because you would die
From not
having me in your arms