Alone

Feeling alone?
I know I have been there too

Alone

with a fully charged phone
all those you drank with
danced with
fell in love with
and you there

alone

no call or messages
despite them
knowing that your life's closing the passages
out of the situation
fell out with the mother due to refusing direction

now you feel so small
cold
broken
in total darkness
and you panicking knowing you there

...alone

I am still now as I draw this picture
of all those children who've lost their mothers
all the mothers that have lost their children
in wars they didn't cause
running to foreign lands

...with bleeding thoughts
and tortured hearts

...I'll always pray to God
or as some call him "the non-existing supreme being"
To be with you in strength
in thoughts
and in soul

some of us do believe in him
it's impossible to explain
if you have no faith
but we do believe
He is there
when you find yourself there
alone

but those of us
who stand strong
and abuse our parents
and children like nobody matters
need to sit down and see ourselves

and think just for a minute

It would hurt my eyes
to see it all go out the window
...as a waste
and I guarantee it wont be long
till you find yourself dressing up
slowly heading there
shaking
 lost
  cold
   Broken
    sad

and
 
...Alone