enthusiasm

picture you smelling like autumn sometimes  
short spiky hair and an ass like a 12 year old boy  
sexy sadist  
me,you and halloween  
used to really go hard  
pointing flashlights at the sun  
i can't believe you have the nerve  
to not show your face around here  
your mere absence dredges up a lot of fucking fear  
an afternoon of after birth  
just when i need to do something  
profound  
for the likes of those who seem to always  
want to break my legs  
and dip me in shit  
i'll still run up  
doin a 4.4 in the forty  
lookin fresh  
smelling like polo  
singing the melody of severed vocal chords  
you should always go that extra mile  
come out your pockets another dime or two  
go with gorilla tape  
just to be safe  
store brand will never hold my steeze  
you'll still be able to see  
the adhesive residue and tattered threads  
that covered my dirty mouth  
bound my bloody hands  
patched the gaping hole  
in the blood brain barrier  
can't restrain my disdain  
restart the stopwatch
the smoke in the end of the barrel  
dissipates faster then the feeling  
you got over  
by pissing off a pessimist