A Sinner's Cry

Captured by the claws of a sinful love
Dropped to my knees, questioning The Almighty why
Is this your punishment as my heart breaks?
Is it humorous to make me cry?
Do you dare call me a sinner as I lay broken?
Do I disgust you as tears drip from my eyes?
I lust for the sin of breaking your rules
Defying when I bite the hand I'm fed by
Disguising myself because I weaken your eyes
Will you pity me because I am shy?
Does it sicken you when I loath the life You gave me?
Call me a damned sinner as I beg to die.

You coward, crawl from out of the shadows.

Where were you as I collapsed, as I fell?
Falling into the never ending abyss?
As if a dark spirit whispers in my sleep, do You even exist?
But as I crawled the path of Judas
In the fogged darkness of my mind, you held out your hands
I saw the deep scars in your palms
So thankfully in Your mercy I forever stand