The Thoughts of a dying athiest

I'm alone,
my skin going cold.
Is this the end?
Is this all that there is?
I know i'm crying but i cant feel the tiers.
Will i be at rest?
Or will i see my wife's beautiful face that i once corseted.
Is this it?
Is this my life?
My body's going limp,
But it is painless.
Will my life have any meaning when i'm gone?
Or will i just be a fading memory?
My hearts slowing,
I can feel myself going weak.
Is there a god?
Is there any more than this?
Soon i will just be a rotting corpse,
Just think of all the things i will miss.
My daughters wedding?
My sons first child?
No,
This cant be the end.
But is it?
Is this really the end?
am i done?
am i dead?
I can't fight it no more,
I am at deaths door step.
Now is this my last breath?
My vision is fading,
I'm about to die.

With my last moment of life,
all i do is tell the world
"Goodbye"