My Prayer

As I sit here next to my boyfriend all i can feel is pain in my heart, i see him struggle with the flashbacks of ptsd and its all too real for him. tears roll down my face seeing the pain n suffering hes going thru..holding his chest and gasping for air to breathe. God please take his pain away i know you are able. God i didnt know what was going on and i even feared nathan could have even died because ofne the way he was acting. i cant explain the emptyness i felt inside sitting there seeing him suffer and not being able to do anything to help.God as his gf please next time help me to do whatever he needs Lord.