Submissions by fawn2013

As I sit by the window.
I have a million thoughts running through my head.
Am I worth something to anybody.
Is there a purpose to my life?
Or am I just here?
Am I really the amazing person that everyone makes me out to be?
Well I am here.
Just trying to live with all these fears.
The fear of hurting others kills me inside like a knife to my heart.
The fear of not being good enough makes me want to end it all.
My fears will keep me shattered and broken.

As I sit here next to my boyfriend all i can feel is pain in my heart, i see him struggle with the flashbacks of ptsd and its all too real for him. tears roll down my face seeing the pain n suffering hes going thru..holding his chest and gasping for air to breathe. God please take his pain away i know you are able. God i didnt know what was going on and i even feared nathan could have even died because ofne the way he was acting. i cant explain the emptyness i felt inside sitting there seeing him suffer and not being able to do anything to help.God as his gf please next time help me to do...

To my love.
You are the beat to my heart.
And the air that I breathe.
You are everything I want in a man.
The moment I laid eyes on you.
My heart knew you were something special.
You are my best friend.
The one I can lean on when things get rough in life.
And when I just need someone to brighten my day.
You do that.
You are what brightens up my day.
You make my world spin.
Everyday is another day I have with you.