All mine... #2

I'm not saying I have the worst life.
I'm know there a millions,
Worse off then me.
I'm grateful I'm even alive,
But understand it's hard to live sometimes.
It gets hard to breathe.
I'm cursed for life
And nothing can fix me.
No one can help me.
And I'll never love the person in the mirror.
No matter how hard I try,
No matter how much I change.
Cause everything they say,
It's already been spoken.
But the voice inside of my head.
I've only ever wanted to be normal,
To not be stared at.
To not be questioned.
My stomach curls,
My ears ache.
Eyes are burning,
Brain is turning.
Why does it have to be like this..
All mine,
This is all mine.
Now...

You don't know me...

Nik.J.Tucker