My New, Stupid Life

Biking around,
tears falling from my face.
I see an old friend-a boy,
Who I've loved since 1st grade.
I tried to stay calm,
But it showed on my face.
I had been screaming,
About stupid girls-
 With stupid drama.

The girl started crying today,
because I show that I have a new love.
My heart was content,
but for that I had to yell my apologies.
She's so sensitive,
Freaks out about everything.
This is the first time I've been serious,
In a very, very long time.

I used to care,
but now not so much.
I've let it all go,
With music too loud.
Screaming,
Crying...
Riding into the street-
Almost dying...on purpose.

I feel depressed sometimes,
And I don't know why.
I just start crying,
And yelling.
Threatening to kill
The people who ask what's wrong.

When it comes to girls-
There's nothing but drama.
My heart and my pain
Is enough proof to get someone to death row...
Think about it-do you really want to hurt me now?