glamorous

glamorous

I wish I could say I glittered in the sun
I wish I could say I thrived off of the mere essence of a soul
I wish I could say that im in love with an awkward white girl in the middle
of a godforsaken town
I wish i could say i have washboard abs and a cool tattoo
or that when people look into my eyes they are hypnotized
or even mesmerized by my voice
i wish i could say that i was something glamorous

but i cant

i am a forty something
over weight zombie
i eat brains
i moan
i shamble places
my limbs fall off for gods sake!
im a pathetic excuse for a monster

i want to be something more glamorous