Fighting for breath

Lacking beauty,
Grimy slimy fit,
This terrible curse.

I am so tired,
Feeling very depressed,
I'm sick to death of it all.

My dreams have been sucked dry,
My life is so restricted i can't even try,
There is hardly a life - sometimes i wish i wasn't here at all.

Loved ones constantly worry,
I'm under their blanket being smothered,
Their constant protection is like a rabid dog.

I'd like to say,
To this curse today,
Why don't you take a hike,
Leave me alone get out of my sight,
Go self destruct,
This is an asthmatic's daily plight.