Incubus Mentality

When I look at you
my emotions boil over
can't help but voice
my thoughts and anger...
Such a conceited ass
no regard for others
damage dealt upon lives
or the pain you cause
with your honest lies...
a supportive mask worn
over manipulative eyes
no contrition
if you see misery
you take advantage
every compliment you throw
is backhanded...
So conniving
deceiving those close
tricking them into revealing
all their feelings
regrets and darkest secrets
without remorse...
plagiaristic and falsified unity
bathing in your perceived impunity
You will die alone
melting on
your unrepentant throne...
Itching for a fix
always doped and fogged with umbrage
spiteful consonants
and dudgeon vowels
in narcotic words
matter of fact,
you're high right now.
Poisoned and diseased
with your own malignity
malevolent schemes
planned in nightmarish dreams...
Dumb enough
to use your intelligence
in ways of no relevance
brain throbbing from your
Incubus mentality
bitter cold reality
moments of sanity
leave you shivering
freezing inside
because you know
the ice you have cracked
is irreparable...
Chewing your own tongue
after biting into
enough spicy tastes
to seal your own bittersweet fate
already peppered your soul
at such a young age...

My eyes burn
from staring at your shell
with one last glance
I think
with pure hatred:
I will be the one
to fucking kill you.

Then I turn around
and walk away
from the mirror...