Heroin

 My heart sinks through slanted eye's I blink.
Trenton takes form, still you use but not alone.
I hold onto you and raise my rig high slow motion as time slips by.
I am supposed to be "your girl" your protector.
I still fed you that brown nectar.
At last! My sweet love WHAT HAVE I DONE!
Leave me with my loaded spoon Ill use as my gun...