Fate...

 I am living a dark life...
N i feel so deprived...
Where is the love i thought I deserved???
My dreams all broken and I lay there unnerved.....

Time has passed, we separated one by one...
From this lonely room all I wanna do is run...
But these walls are all that I can talk to...
How can I betray them, not in hell if I had to....

It might not make sense to you
Until you face it, you'd know it's true..
This world so bitter where no one belongs to you
And they let you believe they a part of your crew....

Tell me these friends are for real
Tell me this life is no big deal...
Tel me anything, something that I can believe
Any shit that gives me a little relief....

Cuz hope is a word that is crawling out of my world
My vision is slowly going to be blurred...
And when I'll close my eyes I'd see that emptiness
Strength to see it...it's something I don"t possess...

So lend me your hand ,it's quite time now...
M reaching out for you and I know I might fail anyhow...
Don't make it look like it's already too late...
Prove me wrong for once..oh please change my fate......