I'm sorry I turned out this way.

I finally broke down.
I cried my eyes out.
Missing my grandfather,
my grandmother and all of my family.
Wrong accusations broke a family apart.
I can't stand to write this.
My feelings finally breaking through.
There is nothing to explain how sorry I am.
This is what abuse, torment, bullying
have molded me into.
I'm completely hollow inside.
I miss the girl I once was.
She was the most beautiful
person I've ever seen.
Everyone held on to me for too long.
I supported them more than I did myself.
I was so selfless back then.
Now I'm just a selfish, bitter bitch.
I'm sorry.
I hope you can forgive this hollow shell,
and a sorry excuse for a human being.