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I have to face it today
And get over it
Chances are that
the beautiful girl next door
wants nothing to do with me
Probaly thinks im a creep
a weirdo right just a downright low-life
oh how it hurts my self-esteem
my confidence broken as the epiphany hits me
ill be alone even in my death
ah how memories haunt me
such a sad thing
deep hurt so embedded in my soul
you are so adorable
and i the exact opposite
but i would still tell you this
in spite of all this shit