true story

At 15 years of age.

they took his dad away.

he told himself everything will be okay.

but little did he know this chapter of his life was over,

so he had to change the page.

times got hard.

the boy got into a rage.

anger in his heart.

pain all inside his soul.

where was he heading to in life?

he didn't even know.

at the age of 17, he started blowing heavy dro.

with his homies everyday,

that dynamic purple haze.

started flunking school.

acting like a fool.

he was nothing but a lost boy trying to find his way up and out this maze.

love quickly turned to hate.

all these girls ever did was let his heart break.

no longer can he think love was real,

love was nothing but so fake.

now dealing with so much fucking pain.

how are u not to feel mentally insane.

but he met a girl by the name of Mary Jane.

she was the one who would ease away his pain.

with her he knew how to escape and minimize the rain.

dawg, in his mind,

life was never gonna change.

life would always be the same.

it got to the point where he wanted to disappear without a trace

he wanted to forget everything

even up to his own damn name.

what a shame.

can you feel the pain?

can you feel the sorrow?

life aint promised today,

so why look forward to tomorrow?

shit, sometimes i wish happiness was something we could borrow.

but today things have changed

day by day they're getting better

he has found a woman who has sheltered his rainy weather

and no matter what he knows they will always be together.

he is now 21,

and isn't trying to jump the gun

for he's taking every opportunity that life hands him as they come.

everything in life happens for a reason

he sure believes in that.

like figuring out that your so called best friends are the ones that will stab your back.

that right there's a fact.

but day by day life is getting better.

and he is getting back on track.

and eventually he'll find out why he had go through all that