A State of Mind

My mind is in a mirror house,
Unable to see the real thing because I lost clarity.
Running down hallways trying to find my destiny,
Makes me feel like Scooby Doo chasing after mysteries.

Air being leak from my balloon as I run to a snail pace,
Looking around for patches that can put me back into the race.      
Chest was beating like Sonic, but now at a hop scotch game.
Now knowing game is leading me to a path of shame.

Jump start the gun, now I been put in delay,
I tried to resume, but couldn't press play.
Finally able to run the beach
The goal I been aiming for is now in reach.
When the sand start to betray me
I see my heavy foot start to sink me.

Don’t know what to do now cause I’m falling apart.
I should had went and got help from the very start.
But it too late now and I don’t have any other choice,
But to lie down and stay down to life run its course.

I opened my eyes and realize it was just a dream,
I thank God for bringing me back to reality.
For allow me to see the many paths he opened for me.
For allowing me to skip to my own beat.
For giving me the endurance to climb out of anything.
I...now move to a better me.