I Confess Our Side of Desire

for the confession competition


I confess...

I want to give him everything he asks for.
His desires rank high
on my to do list
and I love him enough
to bend my world view.

I confess...
I know we are strong enough.
What we have survived,
even thrived through,
gives me the security
of being fearless.

I confess...
I like the idea
of first kisses,
and chemistry
heating two bodies,
building tension
until it breaks
as they meld together.

I confess...
I'll bring the stories back to him.
Watch his blood pressure,
and other things,
rise with excitement
knowing that he holds
what other men want.
That they touch
only with his permission.

I confess...
the experience will wipe from memory
all the negativity that came before.
My soul renewed, refreshed,
knowing this time it is my choice.
I am in control.  
I've come into my own awakening
where I can enjoy this quest for ecstasy.

I confess...
that I care not for harsh judgments.
The only ones who matter
are myself, my love,
and the one I choose to share
all the affection and passion
I have to offer.
This is our side, our world.
Only those invited
need bother to have a say.

Our side is beautiful,
Unaffected by anything
but our own creations.
Filled with love and respect,
enough to go around.
My heart is open
Ready
Wanting.

I confess...