Casting My Lust...For Now

I dare myself one more time
Not to be a bad man,
Stay true to what is mine
And call it my own while I still can.
...Am I too fast?

I think I'm done playing games,
I believe my heart is getting matured,
With my feelings connected to these chains
I think my emotions are finally assured.
...Am I in a rush?

I close my eyes and open my mind
And all I see is her face,
I hardly trust my inner sight
But not in this case.
...Am I having a crush?

I can no longer deny it
When it's already here,
At first I couldn't buy it
But my heart has lost its fear.
...Am  I falling in love?

I still trust my lust,
It brings no pain,
And I won't give up stones for dust
'Cause one has weight and one fades.
...But I'll do it anyway

I Cast My Lust...For Now