My facade

Under my smile,
I am crying.
Under this mask,
I am slowly dying.

I've covered my flaws
Too perfectly
That I've lost myself,
I've lost my true identity.

I don't know
who I am anymore.
And for this sickness,
May I ask, is there any cure?

I've acted like nothing
In the world could ever go wrong.
I'm in too deep,
This facade has been going for too long.

Inside,
I am screaming
For some one help me relive
And bring back all the good memories
But unfortunately, they aren't any.
So all I can do is cry out for release.

The barrier around my heart,
Is like the great wall of China.
It's hard,  and cold
I'd dare you to break it, but I doubt ya.

I can't show weakness,
I must brave it out.
Just one slip of the lip,
And everything could be going south.

Who am I?
Just a girl trying to find back her path.
No one know my struggles,
My pain,
Yet, all I can do is pretend,
smile for the public, and laugh.