Desperation

Silence conscience
Snub consequence
Karma and all that fairy tale
Ignored and abandoned
I want all you can offer
Power,pleasure and pay
If tomorrow I suffer
At least today I play

Dark is the desire I crave
That I well know
Destination,an open grave
Exposed to hell's glow
Yet my desperation's without restrain
Albeit,I'm a loose canon
Nothing but ambitions in my brain
I'm driven by its venom

My dreams,I chase at all cost
Looking onto it constantly
If grace in mercy given,robust
Then my star shine brilliantly
For it a price is slated
Amounting in liquid,blood
At the end,for payment fated
For all that's given by the world

Doubt and fear I despise
Look on with vision clear
Wise or unwise
Tonight,I make decision here
When it's time to pay
Please no roses for me
a place of eternal bliss
Will holy moses open for me