forbidden secrets

Things that I should've known but you held back
Promises were broken
It was an accident you promise
Unintentional you say
The pain runs deeper than blood
I've stayed strong and silent for you
Trying my best to live
while you died every day
Betrayed is how I feel
Myself is who I will kill
You've ripped out my blood pump
and stomped it into the ground
And still have the audacity to say you love me
But a question still remains
What are your forbidden secrets