The Nugatory Adventures Of  Odd Girl Out

Hollowness
the feeling there might be more
but you cant find it
anywhere

the endless search
how fucking tiring
the vain journeys of a twisted soul
always looking for something more

more
more
more
I want less

I find this shit a bit overstimulating
cant I just fall down,
lay there without earth shattering consequences?
no of course not,

that would mess up the natural balance of bullshit
this being strong crap is getting old
the cement in front of me is looking pretty good
perhaps I need a face plant to knock this feeling out

yeah and then I'll end up messing up my nose
and that fucker is big enough already
not that its a big deal
but ya know,

I'll kick rocks down this dusty road
trip and get fucked up
the ox that I am will push on,
fucking pushing on..... damn it