I Need You

Time is escaping me.
The drugs have forsaken me.
Long lost is my grasp unto reality.
Trying to run but it's like I'm surrounded.
Even those who own my heart can't keep me grounded.
This isn't who I am please understand my judgement is clouded.
I beg you not to turn away.
I am a weak individual who has allowed herself to stray.
I know it seems hopeless but I'm asking you to stay.
Don't give up on me just yet.
Your endeavors have finally made me break a sweat.
I don't want to go back not after having made it here with you beside me at each step.