I wish you would have found your reason </3

She strikes her pain , with a tip of a blade bleeding her feelings away,
she puts up a fight all through the night to wake up the next morning,
she promised her best friend that she wouldn't do it agian, but she never really wanted to be,
there til the end although pain and break continue to take the life of her.
Because all that she wanted was not to be haunted by the pain and past in her stead, and as she closes her eyes for the very last time, she raises a gun to her head, she dare not pull the trigger because she was bigger,
than this pain and ambush, so instead of binding love and death she is finally finding,
a reason to love herself instead.