Bill 'For William'

Tomorrow will I wake to see the sun? Will I see my father, Or is he still on the run? God bless those who feel cursed, Please protect those who had it worse, My baby brother... Who knows where you're at, 3 years old man he never had a chance, Please get it right this time, He's not a second chance... But don't leave him behind, There is hell on earth, I'm missing my family, That boy is all alone what a tragedy, William... Will you be ok, lord knows, And lord I pray, May he be all right, Guide him through life... God be his light, The sun is shining bright, Today it's warm... But what about tonight? Damn it, I can't help thinking about him, I don't know if ill see you again, The best I can do is hope... You show up in the wind, Break free from your harness if you can, I've seen you struggle...I will never forget the feeling of your hand, On mine, The power of brothers, fused together like no other, I love you and may it be true, I never speak of this...But I will share with you, Forgive him it's not his fault, He's cursed and forever flawed, The biggest crime you committed was moving on, From us... Just to fall for temptation, A temporary savour, Who trapped you because the devil knew your flavour, How sweet it may have been, The price was steep, You may never see us again, Now when you speak... The words coming off your tongue are plain, It's sad you can never be trusted again, So tonight will I be able to sleep? I tried everything... Even counting sheep...one...two...three... Man this isn't helping me, I guess faith is my only option, The power within is my only weapon, And if threatened...I will show up at the devils door breathing fire because i don't fear hell anymore, I wish you could understand the position I'm in, I wish I could wash my hands... Because they are filthy, And heaven is well... Distant, God isn't ready to let me in, I'm trying to find myself, Because  right now I like to pretend, I'm something I'm not, But I never left William...And my spirit won't break, Ill find you once again, Tomorrow when I wake will I see the sun? Will I see William or will he be on the run? I love you.

-cj