found

on my knees
homeless shelter toilet
wet with urine
leaking
from a shit stained bowel
i found jesus
echoes of his voice
bouncing off  walls
cleaned somehow
in this dirty place
as words travel through the air
delusion of a fractured mind
or.....
free from secrets in the dark
who cares
my reality
lithium dreams
god found me
crying out
in this dirty space
im free
free of me
heard my abbas words...
spoken
my daddy loves the
broken.