Why did i believe you?

I believed the things you told me
that I was special and ment something
you were my first love
you held my hand through the worst
but I should have known better
Your withering lies
blinded my eyes
I couldent see what was in for me
I was a fool to love you
I wish I would take it back
but im standing here crying as my heart is dying
it aches and aches and it slowly breaks
now every time I see your face
A smile I have to fake ....