my little gurl

my little gurl would be four
young and free to have fun
child and foolish in play
and she would have been mine

my little gurl wouldnt have a dad
so young her mother would be
the secrets she would never know
and she still would have been mine

my little would be protected
young and free from the pain
the ugleness she would never see
and she would have been mine

my little gurl would have been mine
four on may 20th this year
the pain she didnt have to suffer
and i had to be so sad that i miscarried

my little gurl would have been a rape baby
made by force in the pain of the moment
i would never have told her as long as i was alive
and i would have held her close and protected her no matter who her farther was.