Silence

Tossing and turning.
Double crossing and burning.
Tormenting me.
Taunting me.
Chasing me and haunting me.

Promises broken.
All of the words left unspoken.
Lie broken and shattered.
In pieces on the floor.

Never before.
Have I felt this way.
In and out.
Every single day.
Everything in every single way.
Reminds me of you.
And all of the pain.

I can't cope.
And I'm done giving out second chances.
And hope.
For once I need to stand up.
And take care of myself.
I'm not asking for anyone's hand.
And I'm not asking for anyone's help.

I am finished with wishing that everything will be okay.
I am done sitting here silently and just waiting for another day.
To come and go.
I'm done going with the flow.